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Name: Dan Country: United States State: Tennessee Metro: Bristol Birthday: 10/28/1989 Gender: Male
Interests: H20, Thursday, Afi, MSI, Big Collapse, Glassjaw, Any bands I'm currently playing in, Showbread, Boston, Damein Rice, Adam Richman (thanks travis) Underoath (thanks brandon) All My Heroes...
oh and I like girls too... Expertise: Music, Recording & mixing music. Occupation: Artist Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me AIM: BasilStagArcher
Member Since:
11/26/2004
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| *sigh*
here we go....
First things first I have some stuff to get off my chest. Travis, I'm
sorry. It's not a win loose situation if there's nothing to win and
nothing to lose. I'm pretty sure everyone could do with a little less
High School drama and I deff. could. I just want things to be how they
used to be. Not with me and you, with everyone. People are so much more
bitter this year and I don't know why. It's like the end of the world
or something. At least right now it feels like it is. My life is
basically perfect but I've been so torn up over little things like me
and you that I end up hurting myself. 
Mkk...so I was
wrong about a lot of stuff, but I'm not the only one. He who is without
sin can cast the first stone. And even then it probobly wouldn't be
legal. I'm going my own direction now though and if you aren't with me
then you aren't neccisarily against me.
Heres to a great big warm fuzzy entry. Forgive and Forget.
gah...its almost as bad as that christmas cheer propeganda...
Whatev.
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| Hey kids, the show last night was a bust...it was outside, it was cold,
and it was painful...but yeah besides that - you could'nt hear the
drums so we had major timing issues but other than that I guess it
wasn't so bad...
Me + Robin = fantastic, if you were wondering...
If you were wondering how I feel right now...well...my back problems
are coming back again...I think it's the cold weather actually....
But yeah so I need to start going back to the doctors a lot for some meds and tharapy and all that sexy stuff.
*sigh* I'm confident with myself lately...but I'm not happy with myself...
I know what I'm good at...but I feel mean + annoyed + frusterated +
stupid + aggrivated + anything else....and I'm way to hyper for my own
good these last 2 weeks.
I hope I slow down. 
I wish I was in an industrial band...that would be fun...
Oh yeah, and I need to stop thinking, talking, basically emboding...music all the freakin time...
And I kinda wanna stop cussing...cuz I see it as distastefull in other people...except Dane Cook...or if you are quoting him...
Yeah...So I've been so busy making certain people happy lately that I haven't had time to evaluate myself...
I have a lot of work to do....
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| Ok so! I'm really bored. I feel like a long entry today.
Well today I got blown off by all my friends. It was awesome. I love
getting blown off, it's deff. the best feeling I have ever experienced.
Keep up the good work guys.
So I spend all day at home wondering where everyone is - then
remembering that It's Fusion Fest, then remembering that it's Rythm
& Roots, then remembering that I don't know when things are
happening in either, + I don't have any money. So I played
counterstrike for the first time in 6 months...that was fun for about
20 min.
Then I played Defend Your Castle...that was fun for about 10 min.
Nobody was online, so I listened to music. That was fun for about an hour.
I tried for a new hair style...It didn't work, but nobody was around to see it anyways.
Is this day even close to being over yet? Have mercy on me.
So I watched TV for about 2 hours and sat. Then I went outside and sat, and now I'm at my computer sitting.
This feels like 2nd period only worse. Saturdays are AWESOME
I get a call from Dee after calling her a few times, I try to hint that
I'm pissed, try to find out what she is doing and if she even wants me
to be there, and then she hangs up on me.
Well at least thats 2 more minutes gone by.
Let's see...6:50....yeah.
I sit and stare at things.
6:53...awesome.
I think, and think, and think.
Wow this is awesome.
I work on some of my music, it's going slowly.
I give up and get pissed.
So here I am, writing to you. Who are you anyways? Could I really make
a relevant decision on who you are? Hmm...I don't think so - So I'll
just keep things narrow and make sure the right people are reading this.
I feel messy. I feel ugly. I feel unnoticed. I feel stereotyped. + I'm
sick and this doesn't really help. I wonder what I'm doing? What is my
reason for being alive right now? Am I making somebody happy? Am I
making somebody's life better?
I don't feel like I am. I Wish I was. I want to be the reason somebody gets up in the morning. Don't we all?
6:57.
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| Hey Kids.
I'm hyper today, even though I'm too sick to do anything...
I just can't contain myself.
I can't have enough things to do.
I'm so bored I cleaned for fun.
Wow...uh...SO Me + Dee = Me + Dee
Scarlet's Last Entry + Shortbus Bandits = fusion band (no name yet)
Me + langitis = freaking sweet
Newfound Glory + MSI = holy crap hyperness in a playlist
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